HENGYIN(:

TIFFANY~!

2010-08-26T08:31:00.000-07:00

I love tiffany so much. (:

MUSIC BANK NO.1 ♥

2010-06-27T03:21:00.000-07:00

HEARTS TIFFANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY~~

Superwoman? ^^

2010-06-22T00:19:00.000-07:00

Homework not done.
And I can't sleep nowadays, at night.
Went to bed only at 7.00am recently.
Not feeling tired despite only having 4 hours of sleep.
I think I'm becoming superwoman. (:

Fany ♥

2010-06-20T03:51:00.000-07:00

♥SNSD♥

Suddenly I fell in love.
The weird thing is,
I'm in love with nine person at one go.
And they're.........

SNSD♥

HOMEWORK

2010-06-02T06:03:00.000-07:00

So I went studying at MOS BURGER with TANYONGJING, YEOSZEPING and ESTHER QUEK. (:
Finally I know what I want to write for my Chinese Book Review. Like YAY!
Had MATHS SSP today morning, for the last time! YAY~ (:
But in any ways, I think I won't be able to do my holiday homework on my own, I know. )):
For Maths only though.

SCHOOL HOMEWORK LIST :
-Principal Of Accounts 8 questions
-Geography Project
-Chinese Book Review
-E-Maths Homework
-Physics YOG Worksheet
-Social Studies Worksheet

OWN STUDY LIST :
-Study Physics
-Revise Social Studies
-Study Geography
-Revise E-Maths
-Study English
-Revise POA
-Study Chinese

Got to buck up a lot during the holidays~
Left with around 4 months to EOY.
I hope I can make it for physics, combined humanities and maths by that time? )):
O/N levels in one year time. Exactly. )):
Within this one year I got to work hard!

Anyways, within four days I had finished two books! :DDD
Really nice. ((:
Well, want to get more books to read and download some movies to watch. (:
I should spend my holiday wise. ((:

2010-06-01T08:24:00.001-07:00

It has been days since Mel had left for Australia. ))):
I wonder how long will it takes for her to be back. ):

Life still goes on. Anyways, had maths ssp today. Same for tomorrow.
There's D&T on Thursday. And Maths tuition on Friday. Horrible.
How can I enjoy my holidays? ))):
Well, went for the anniversary movie yesterday at Lido Orchard along with Remus, Kaiyi and Shenkai. I saw Melissa! :DDDDDD
Oh my god, Melissa! <3 LOL. But she was so dao. );
Finished movie, went TPY to look for yinwai.
Saw MINGWEI at Orchard MRT station. YAY!
BLABLABLA. That's that.

Tomorrow is my second week anniversary with my stomach ache. )))):
Is there a tumor growing in me? D:

If you had realized how much pain you could have caused me, will you still choose to do this to me?

2010-05-27T20:59:00.001-07:00

It has been two days since Mel had left.
We missed her. ):
Hope that she's having fun. (:

For Mel :
Well, school is equally boring even if it's the last day of school yesterday.
We got to wait till 12.30 before we can get our report books..
Lots of homework to do. E-maths, Physics, POA, Social Studies, Geography, Chinese.
Actually the four of us were supposed to go for physics ssp during the holidays.
But you are oversea so I told Mrs Lin about it.

Ikea exhibition coming up. Which is not very flattering. ):
We got to report real early...
Anyways, we all passed our D&T overall. :DDD
We should call for a celebration when you're back.
Mr Ng said that your dad will only go to school next tuesday to get your report book.
So we didn't get to see your results. Sorry.

Gtg. Hope you enjoy yourself! ^^
We miss you. Love you! <3
xoxo, gossip girl! xD

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2010-05-17T06:33:00.000-07:00

It hasn't been a good weekend for me. I had a total break down on saturday night and all i did was called ben and yinwai to cry. Sorry. I just needed to, you know ._.

Okay. So the whole of last week was spent with miss foongyinwai and friday spent with yinwai, still, and an oil producer. Utterly disgusting one ._.

Worst listening ever today. But went to the movies. MIley Cyrus's new film, "The Last Song". Nice, cried. Something's wrong with my eyes, tears can't stop. Oh well, slacked around. Had a cup of milktea. YUM~ Favourite. Board a random bus and had a mini tour. Sports Day's coming, i think i'm going to be laughed at. I don't know.

Something's bothering me. I just can't get the load off my chest. I'm not okay.

Hmm.

2010-05-05T05:26:00.000-07:00

My heart beats so fast whenever I sees you.
I can't stop smiling when I sees you.
My mind can't stop thinking about our stuffs.
I don't know if I likes you.

How?

LAUGHING DAY!

2010-05-03T06:41:00.000-07:00

Today went library with esther cupcake and my brother.
Originally we were all reading, and yinwai joined. :D
So my brother played my itouch and we started to talk.
Couldn't stop laughing and talking MEGAN FOX and her Transformer DVDs.
HAHA. (INSIDE JOKE.) Laughing too much and got cold.
Around four, szeping came to joined. (:
Then she and esther got so serious and they sat somewhere else.
Left with yinwai and i, and we went crazy.
Couldn't be any better. ^^ Laugh till I was going mad. xD
She played cooking mama but she failed almost all steps! HAHA.
But she still got at least a B3. Not bad. ;)

We were a little tired from all those laughing and we went for ice-cream.
Esther and szeping were very hardworking and they refused to go with us.
Oh well, so we went on our own. (: YUM~
Still laughing on my way to Mac with her.

ICE-CREAM TIME/LAUGHING TIME/CHIT-CHATTING TIME
(Can't missed out the msn part, yinwai. (: *wink*)

Strolled back to library.
She just couldn't stop pushing me, just like me.
*shake head*
I'm still stronger yinwai! :DDD
After having ur energy charged with ice-cream,
We went on to talk and laughed.
THEN, she started taking my pictures.
Hmm, took pictures. With the help of esther. (:
Thankyou. ^^

Took pictures, laughed, walked to interchange together.
She took 238 while i went to popular with esther.
Went to look for my parents, dinner, home.
YINWAI'S JOKES MADE MY DAY! <3333333

It's a simple love song,

2010-05-01T22:55:00.000-07:00

Thankyou music, for being with me when I needed somebody but no one was with me.

Thinking of you

2010-04-23T09:41:00.000-07:00

We're all in this together(:

This song is specially delicated to MANDY, LINGEN and MELANIE! :D MYE are coming, we all have to work hard and like this song, JIAYOU! :D We'll make it through all the exams, and then we can go to the KTV, movies, shopping, GYM! :DDDD JIAYOU! :D

Hello Ethan. (:

2010-04-18T07:32:00.000-07:00

Delicate to you. (:

STAY AWAY.

2010-04-13T04:24:00.000-07:00

2.4 km run tomorrow. Thanks weihan. (:
I'm in a foul mood. FOUL FOUL mood.
LEAVE ME ALONE. I NEED TO BE ALONE.
I don't need you to be there to put me down,
I need you to encourage me. Got it?

April Fool

2010-04-01T08:15:00.000-07:00

I wanted to trick Grace by fake confession. But she didn't pick up calls or reply sms-es. LOL. Forget it. It's so boring this year. I guess we're all just not the age that's suitable for tricks anymore. Time to concentrate and study hard instead of cracking your brain to think about how to trick people ._. Mid-year's timetable is out. And I didn't know that I need to take D and T as a mid year subject too. Miss Ong said she will explain again. But how, I think I'm not capable of doing theory for D and T. Practical suits me more. Sigh. Just my luck. Got to work harder for E-maths, science and Combine Humanities. If I don't achieve my EMB3 < 19, I think I can die. Rarh. I shall see how.

It's my UNIVERSITY dream that I'm working hard for.

There's something wrong with me

2010-03-30T17:45:00.000-07:00

Just got home after talking to gekting and hanlyn at my house's staircase. :D

LOL. New day. Over anyways. So life goes on after the camp like any other day. I miss Nadra. ): Had a talk in the auditorium yesterday and hell, it was useful. Hope that I can cope with my stress in a better way or so.

Anyways, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GEKTING! :D
You're currently as old as me now. Haha. Better grow up and work really hard.
Streaming is coming. Pull up your sock.
I've so many to complain today.
ALOYSIUS HO! How dare yo drop the piece of tissue? ): LOL. Just joking.
YINWAI! Stop laughing at the sight of me, will you? HAHA.
Okay. Done. I want to drop science. And I've three accounts to do for POA. Sigh.
Tomorrow is April Fool's Day. Maybe I'm too old for it, and i'm running out of tricks. Maybe I'll just give it a skip.

There's always someone that each and every of us want to rely on. Sometimes when you think you found yours, but the next day things will change. But, we're not suppose to grieve over it, we should keep on trying instead. Eventually, we'll find the one we need. NGU.

Best Camp I Ever Had (:

2010-03-28T00:20:00.000-07:00

Back from camp! time flies. It's just a two day one night camp. LOL. Maybe i'll post the photo someday. Okay, so camp was really cool. I love the facils, i love the food, and of course, the double decker bunk! :D I slept on the upper deck with Mandy, Mel, Lingen, Debbie, Olivia and etc. Was a little squeezy, but kind of cozy (:

First thing we did when we reach the camp site -
Overall in charge, Joyce, gave a short briefing. She looks kind of pretty but fierce :/ My facils were Kenji and turtle. Had another briefing with them outside the toilet. LOL. Everybody was so not enthu. Haha. Most probably just shy, cause we were with 3e5. Went into our bunk to have a short rest and to put our stuffs inside. Was kind of excited to sleep on wooden planks. :DD We hit the camp off with builting of catapult. We were suppose to make it, and use it to throw water bombs at the other team. Was a little boring at first, slowly then we got into the situation. After the game we had our dinner which consist of veggie, chilli fish and egg. With a piece of green apple and a cup of fruit punch. Not too bad, best camp food i ever had.

Then we had to think of a cheer for our campfire performance. Here it goes :
I'M SEXY, I'M HOT AND I CAN'T BE STOP! ( clap X 10)
THEY CALL US SEXY, THEY CALL US CUTE, THEY CALL US SPORTY, AND THAT'S TRUE! But.... THAT'S NOT MY NAME, THAT'S NOT MY NAME, THAT'S NOT MY NAMEEeee~ WE'RE THE SPARTANS!♥
Cool huh? (:

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY - CAMPFIRE! <33333
The campfire was declared open by Mr Low and the one that introduced everything was Joyce, in a sexy voice. Haha. I just can't stop singing and dancing like i never had! :D So many cheers and claps. Whoo~ The sky was so bright, stars were everywhere hanging high above, moon so nice and the atmosphere was hot! Just can't take my eyes off Nadra (: Anyways, our dancing queen 2010 was Qiaohan and the dancing king was Marcus. Qiaohan danced really well! I was impressed. LOL. Fangling and Lingen represented SPARTANS! :D Well, they did their best already. One Bah Eh clap! ^^ Ms Yeo came with his son to join us for campfire, and he was really cute! =D Just a little shy. LOL. But they didn't came early, so we ended campfire shortly after. Then we had supper, wrote reflection and went off to shower.

NADRA!♥
After bathing, went to the canteen and chatted with Polar Bear, Joyce and NADRA! :DDDDD
Polar Bear was funny! And he said that i was smart and he likes me ^^ I talked about my studies with Nadra and she said i was deeppppppppp~~ xD Ain't she cute? The way she smiled and everything she does are just so cool! :D She's my new idol! Admires her! After talking to her, which was way long after our lights off timing, she walked us back to our bunk and sort of tucked me into bed! Ohmygod. Just can't stop smiling. HAHA 8D

Second day -
We had to wake up at 6.30am, which is FREAKING EARLY~~ My girls in the bunk woke up as early as 5.45am and woke almost everybody up! D; LOL. Had fried rice and hashbrown for breakfast! Very nice! ^^ Then the whole adventure started...
We played milo pond first, which was really fun but we all smelled like rust and our butt was wet. Haha. Fangling sang to encourage our group mates, and he totally break voice like no one ever had. HAHA, EPIC! xDDD
After that, we were dirty and wet. But we didn't had the chance or time to wash up a that time. We continued with our journey, the nature rumble. We had to do bee attacks, where we'll lie on the GRASS and place our hands behind our neck and shout "bee attack!" while Kenji sprayed water on us!!!
That wasn't the worst. We had a walk in the jungle, and we got to walk on muddy roads! Our legs were submerge into the water, fully. Our shoes were destroyed, without saying. There were logs everywhere under the water and everybody lend a helping hand to each and other. (: We also threw mub on each other's face, and some even had the mud in their mouth! It was disgusting, but yet fun :D
Finally we ended the walk, and we washed up a little. For just awhile. Some games, mad max and stuff, then lunch time! :D

WASHING OF TOILET -
Our group was in-charge of washing the toliet for the cleaning of bunk, just our luck. LOL. Actually I did nothing except for washing the sink. Packed up in bunk and had a little nap. Saw Nadra and wanted to take picture with her! But thanks to that very slow snail HuLingEn and she was gone for her hockey match. ): Hope she won... Miss my idol. So packed up, dinner, break camp, sms-ed Esther, bus-ed home and slept all the way.

Well, created a Spartan group on Facebook. Really proud to be part of it. (: I have decided to join the Trekkers and be a facilitator too when i turn 21 five years later. Wait for me, I'll be there. (:

Someone give me a hug?

2010-03-21T03:35:00.000-07:00

I don't know, maybe.
I guess,
I really don't need you anymore.

Yini, i miss you. ):

2010-03-20T08:40:00.000-07:00

I ♥ the Grey's Anatomy (:

Anyways, tuition today was okay. Hmm, i'm getting used to my new spec. Like finally. I miss yini. ): Sigh. I was waiting all day long for her to get online so that i can talk to her. But oh well, it seems like it's not my day.

I seem to forget how does loving someone feels. Was talking to wenxuan and suddenly i thought that, it has been a long time since i had ever fell in love. LOL. Sounds weird huh? But it's a good thing. (: Nobody's affecting me in any ways, and i'm doing okay in my studies i suppose. I rather things stay this way.

Back to education, i think Harvard isn't the place for me. I'm not that smart. LOL. Aim for something more realistic and reachable. Maybe it's too early to talk about college. School's re-opening soon. I don't fancy that idea. But maybe my brain needs some operating before it gets rusty and stop working. Camp's coming. Not in the mood. But it's outside school, so maybe things will be good. Going to miss Grey's Anatomy. )": I want the DVD!

Grey's Anatomy ♥

2010-03-19T09:20:00.000-07:00

Hey. Have not being posting for two months or so. Finally my computer got fixed! Anyways, two months are gone and i'm into the third month of my sec 3 life. Well, ct one just passed. Result slip back too. Failed combine humanities and e-maths. Hmm, at least i passed my science. (: Was shock to know that. LOL. But really disappointed in combine humanities. I studied so hard for it but yet, epic fail. Yeah, not just fail, but epic. Oh well, just got to study harder from now on. Didn't went for cca for the past two months. Just went back recently. I know when school reopens, i'm going to get tons of detentions. LOL. But i don't care. At least i can study a bit after copying the passage. Hoho.

Collected my new glasses with Elaine on wednesday at suntec. Went to shop shop, eat dinner at Aston, and had cookie at starbucks. <3 Really nice. I want to get flats and flip-flops at Rubi! :D But i have no money, ): I'm broke now. Can someone be magnanimty and buy me the shoes? *wink*wink* LOL. Got to hurry get back my money from my debtors. LOL. Anyways, had a fun time with Elaine. So many things to talk about, gossip a little and studied a tweeny weeny bit ^^ I like my new glasses. Haha. At least i think it's nice! :DD Thanks Elaine, for accompanying me the whole day! Hope that we have more chances like wednesday (:

Yesterday was class gathering. Really cool. Had lots of food! Used up wuite a few kg of charcoals. Haha. But it's a good thing. Better than nobody eating the food. Mr Ng and Mr Lam came. Just then i remembered i got POA homework. But well, i don't know where i left my worksheet at. I bet it's in school. Haha. Maybe i'll do it in school or something. Back to the bbq, we're really bonded, <3 I love my class so much. They've grown and turned mature. It's a good thing, a good year, a good start. We grew as a class, played together, fought together, got punished together, got scolded together and etc. Everything seem so nice and funny as i recall back. Sec one literature act, sec two teacher's day dance. Haha. I wonder what's next for sec 3 (: Am looking forward to it. It's joyous to be able to be with 3n1 for such a long time. The irksome Benjamin had changed for the better; Calvin, the one that always made me feel downtrodden had changed too. From the disarray class to the exhilarate class, we had stringen. And i like that. (: We are going to be the best class! I love 3n1'10. ^^

Ever since i had turned upper sec, i think i had learnt how to be more hardworking. In a way or so. There's something that played an important role during my burning of midnight oil, which is the Grey's Anatomy! ♥ It's an American medical drama talking about interns and their life. Really nice. After every episode, Grey will narrates quotes of the day. Meaningful, understandable and touching. I teared, i cried, and i laughed cause of the show. And it enliven my night, halcyon. (: So many characters that i love! Katherine Heigl, Eric Dane and Kate Walsh! ♥ My new idols! It sure is the most superb thing that leveraged me. I'm looking for all the seasons dvds, and please help me keep a lookout. I would really appreciated if you people could help me out (: Thanks.

Did some research on universities overseas. Had four colleges in mind. University of Windsor in Canada, Harvard University in USA, Princeton University in USA and lastly, Yale University in USA. I really want to study there. Badly. I had being flogging to my mum about these top universities and she insisted on having me to study in Singapore. Sigh. Looks like i'll have a tough time persuading my mum to let me go study there. ): But well, for my dream, i got to strive (: I know i will make it. Okay, i got tuition tomorrow. Feeling extremely worn out now. Going off to bed, and start my horrible and miserable tuition tomorrow. For my dream, i have to. Things will be on train :D Nights.

2010-01-31T04:44:00.001-08:00

Finally a month is gone. Still doing good in school. I love POA so much.

Anyways, below is something for you.

You know whatever you said affect me so fucking badly.

Never fail to make me feel sad about everything.

Last night I fell asleep on a wet pillow,

Cause I felt so bad about everything you had told me.

I thought time will make me forget things that happened between us.

Apparently I didn't. Cause I still cried over it.

I'm sorry that I didn't fight for you,

I'm sorry that I didn't tell you how important you were to me.

I'm sorry that I didn't respect you,

I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you when you needed someone.

I'm sorry that I had hurt you,

I'm sorry that I didn't let you know what I'm thinking.

Somehow you made me feel that you are really uncomfortable when you're with me.

And somehow you didn't want to talk to me.

I wanted to go picnic with you, take picture with you and set it as wallpaper.

I wanted to go kite flying with you, and locked the memories we shared.

I wanted to watch sunset with you, cause I always tell myself that's what I'll do with my closest, dearest friend that I loved the most.

Out of the list we only watched the sunset, but there was a distance between us too.

When I'm sad I don't want to go to anyone else but you, cause you were the one I trusted most.

Recalling back about these things, I feel so stupid and pathetic.

It's so foolish of me. I missed the days we spent together.

These are the last few things I want to tell you.

I used to crack my brain thinking about what topic should I talked to you about cause I didn't wanted our conversation to end so soon.

I used to be nervous when you were getting angry about something cause I don't know how to help you.

I used to feel embarrassed when you cry in front of me cause I didn't dare to asked what happened.

But anyways, i don't think any of the above will repeat again.

Just want to say sorry if I had done anything wrong.

I'm not going to say that I'll be there when you need me and stuff like that,

but I'm just going to say our memories are locked deep in me.

Once and for all.

2010-01-02T06:33:00.000-08:00

I'm sick, and i still got to go for tuition tomorrow. LOL.
Can someone help me? Cause i'm feeling so terrible ):

2009-12-31T07:31:00.001-08:00

Last day of 2009, last 33 minutes of 31/12/09, tell me the last time that you love me. Before we move on to 2010, not together, but maybe as strangers. ):

Good-bye 2009, Hello 2010!

2009-12-31T03:26:00.000-08:00

Last day of 2009, i didn't expect myself to survive till this day to witness
year 2010. Hope that tomorrow, 01/01/10 will be a better year for myself
and all.

This year might really contain lots of fun that i never had experienced since
i was a student. I found a nice and close friend that i can always depend and
rely on. But very sadly, we're no longer close. I suppose. Eventually we'll just
end up like strangers when school reopen? LOL. Even if it's so, i still want to
say, i'm sad that we can't welcome the new year like how we'll if we were in
the past. Oh well, past like i said.

Leaving that aside, i got to study hard and pull up my socks. Just hope that
i can pass all subjects. Including science and maths. LOL. Going to be a real
stressful year for all sec 3 i guess. Got to prepare for our O levels in sec 4.
So fast. Countdown-ing to 2012 when i'm so going to leave Zhonghua Secondary!
I really can't wait for that ~~~

Anyways, i'm really excited that school is re-opening soon. Cause there will be
more juniors for me to bully! Haha, just joking (: But i really feel like telling them
that it's such a wrong choice for them to choose ZHSS. They're so going to
regret in coming to such a cheapo, stressful, bias school~! Okay, enough of scolding.
Next year both my form and co-form are going to male! ): LOL. Form teacher is
Mr Ng Thiam Seng. Whom i assume is our chinese teacher. Glad that i'm almost
done with my chinese homework! :D

Okay, done with the crapping! May everyone enjoy their last day of 2009 and
everything will go on smoothly in 2010 for everyone. No more floods and earthquakes!
PEACE~! :D I love you, yes, you. HAPPY NEW YEAR! ^^

2009-12-29T03:22:00.000-08:00

Six more days to school re-open (:
Can't wait for it. I wanna study with friends!
Anyways, first day of school i'm going to watch movie with bf.
Anyone interested? :D

Tomorrow got class gathering. Eat steamboat and go bowling.
But i'm coughing, so dk if can eat steamboat. Haha xD
I don't know how to bowl anyways. LOL. Wonder who's going.
Got my books, got my bag, got my shoes and cut hair plus fringe.
Just waiting for school to re-open! :D

Can't wait for Da Lang to turn handsome in 海派甜心 [:

Belated Christmas to dearest Yi Ni <3

2009-12-15T08:59:00.001-08:00

Chi ling. I think i need you. Now.

)-:

2009-12-15T05:02:00.000-08:00

萧亚轩－倒数

怎么我会说太晚了你不用送

其实我想说可不可以不要走

唱一段歌尾奏已经结束

突然我们都沉默

你不敢看我

讨厌这样我们都有话藏着不说

你总是那么处处在意我

越害怕伤害我

我感觉越难受

你不懂

我没你想像脆弱

Chorus
热情结束以后

冷静开始以后

时间开始怂恿

劝深爱的人放弃

我不想倒数

还能爱多久

不爱我请离开我

勇敢祝福以前

找到幸福以前

我会耐心等候

并重新适应寂寞

开始倒数

开始忘记

值得你的爱

我确定不是我

下一个周末会不会就各自过

渐渐少联络这样算不算分手

我会想念你亲吻你拥抱

但我不想欺骗我

真实的感受

讨厌这样爱变质后谁都不认得

情人终究不一定变朋友

越相互关心着

越加速疏远了

别触碰

我在深秋的笑容

repeat chorus

是不是从前我们太懒惰

任性往相反方向移动直到

看不清楚

说出那一句谢谢你

眼泪突然夺眶而出快要不能自己

难很困难再见要说的多困难

热情结束以后冷静开始以后

时间开始怂恿劝深爱的人放弃

我不想倒数还能爱多久

不爱我请离开我

勇敢祝福以前找到幸福以前

我会耐心等候并重新适应寂寞

开始倒数开始忘记我们都爱过

repeat chorus

选择了艰难的路

我相信这样是对的

2009-12-14T03:04:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAIWENNNNNNNNNN,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~

祝你生日快乐，
祝你生日快乐，
祝你生日快乐，
祝你生日快乐！

一定要开开心心哦~! :D

2009-12-07T05:07:00.000-08:00

BACK FROM MACAU! DAMN FUN~ I love the weather!
And i love CHOIKOU! :D Plus, 凯雯! <3
MISS YOU TILL MAX MANZXZX.
People there are nice, and they are all so smart.
Maybe i should tell my dad to let me transfer over and study there. Haha.
Will just post about some stuff first while i upload the photos on the other days.

So, first day {3rd dec} -
we went to visit Macau millennium college.
We went around to look at the school and had lesson on maths followed by a talk about casinos.
I fell asleep during maths! So freaking tired. Whats more it's maths -.-
Then we were brought to a room full of adults where they chit-chatted with us for quite some time. It wasn't really fun, but not bored too though (:
After that, we went off to the Lou Lim Lok Garden, Guia fortress and lighthouse.
The scenery was really nice, got quite alot of photo taken there. Lunch was still okay. I supposed it was the fish with rice and kimchi. Then we went off to the supermarket and stuff.

Second day {4th dec} (:
Breakfast, followed by exchange programme at SKH {ChoiKou School} ! :DDD
We did a chemistry experiment with a guy named zheming (:
He is kind of cute when he smiled. Haha. All the people there are freaking damn good looking, wonder why our school is like this. LOL. Anyways, their school is really small. Six levels, three com labs, three science labs, one audio room, one library, classrooms and school hall. Despite so, they still did a great job in maintaining good results (: their students are smart manzxzx! Expecially 凯雯 <3 she is so cute can? Haha. Got to know more people as the day came to an end by having our lunch, a tour around the school and a biology experiment. Very nice (: All about vitamin Cs ~! Damn cool de loh ^^ It was till around evening when we decided that we shall go visit the supermart again (: Went to a shop named " Lai Lai". Haha. So cute right? ^^ Haha. Got some chocolates there. Hou hou sek :D Went for dinner. Will upload photos and you'll see them alright? =) Jiaen and Weiqi came over to my room and slept with us that day. Cause of some girls' reasons 8D

Third day {5th dec} (:
LAST DAY OF EXCAHNGE PROGRAMME IN CHOIKOU SCHOOL ):
So sad... It's the last day having us to stay in SKH... But it was still a fun day! :D
We had a competition against the school. Haha. A car race competition. The champion was Claris's group i suppose ;) Good job~! After it, we went for lunch and started to play games! Very fun! That's when i got to know 美玲, 依妮 and 阮嘉雯 (: after the gaming session, we had the discussion session where we talked about the differences in between our educations. Then we ate the Portuguese Tart :D nice. But when we finished eating, it means it's time to leave my dearest 凯雯 ): Feel like crying so freaking much, expecially when they sent us all the way down to the bus... Took some photo with 凯雯 and then left.. D; it was a happy but yet, sad sad day. Went over to Jeannie's room to sleep over.

Forth day {6th dec} (:
Morning call at 8.30am! Damn shiok (: went down for breakfast at around nine plus, then go back hotel room 1318 to pack up. Only need to meet at the lobby at twelve! :D So lazy and sad. Don't want to leave.. ): But still, got to pack up. Blablabla, say bye to everything in the room and went down to check out and return the room cards D; After that we went to the A-ma temple and churches. Took many many pictures. As night approach us, i felt so sad. Cause we are leaving Macau soon ): We hurry took many many group photos together, ying shiong <3 Okay, leave for airport at eleven after visiting some hotel. That one that leeminho went to film BOF in. Bought a Man-U football for my brother and off we go~! Reached the airport, check in. Plane delayed ): So tiring. Walked around the airport and it was two plus when we boarded the plane. Weishan and Szeping sit beside me and they chit chat while i watched movie using ipod. But didn't watched all, too tired. Fell asleep. But kind of terrible to sleep on plane, nothing to lie on. Hope that there was a shoulder for me to lean on.. Sigh. Anyways, before i know, it's six plus and we were landing soon!

7th Dec (: -
Shiying and Annabel came to the airport. Dk for what. Chit chat a bit, sent them back to serangoon. Freaking tired on the way back home. Goodness. My bones were going to be shattered, lol. HOME SWEET HOME still though (: With all the memories locked in my heart from Macau (:

Tell me how

2009-11-25T21:32:00.000-08:00

我就算放手，你也会有人拉着你，完成我所做不到的。
三人行，我做不到。

Looking back at those memories we shared, i can laugh till my stomach aches about funny things and smile sweetly about happy stuffs.
But it seems like that's because, it's the past.
Nothing seem to be right.

2009-11-25T21:20:00.000-08:00

So, Hi people.

It's the third week since holiday had started.
And I'm not quite done with my homework.
A bit of chinese and some of maths, maybe?

I'm starting to have tuition now,
Which i suppose is a bad news for me ):
I have to wake up so damn early for like maths?
Goodness. How shingz can that be? LOL.
Hopefully that tuition can help anyways.

My books are expensive, but glad that i had enough now! :D
And maybe some extras for Macau and Christmas! (:
So happy that I'm going to sec 3, cause i'm only left with 2 years in ZHSS!!!
I just can't wait to get out. Haha.

Anyways, went to watch 2012 Tuesday.
The movie is nice, BUT!
WE ENTER THE WRONG HALL!
LOL. So blur. No one's fault anyways (:
I don't want the world to end in anyways.
So scary~! D;
LOL.

2009-11-22T07:11:00.000-08:00

很旅行的爱情 - 袁詠琳

愛是一場越過天際落向永恒的旅行
原來一切只是美麗當我終於明白我愛你
尋覓草田的夏季每段小徑都很甜蜜
北方撿拾楓葉的那片森林連松果落地時都在開心

天氣很晴你是一行蔚藍色的詩句
湖泊很靜而我學著朗讀無處不在的愛情

比利時的黑巧克力餘韻不如你
葡萄莊園裡的香檳清澈不及你
古典鋼琴彈不出你微笑時的聲音
愛你才是我最重要的旅行

山腰蜿蜒的小徑餘韻不如你
琉璃瓦上的雨滴清澈不及你
你是這個世界旅行中最美的風景

最美最美的最美的Baby~

於是沙漠於是寂寞就像我們不說話的時候
於是冰丘於是心暖和就像我們牽著手的時候

天氣很晴你是一行蔚藍色的詩句
水流很輕我的思緒永遠在最愛你的距離

比利時的黑巧克力餘韻不如你
葡萄莊園裡的香檳清澈不及你
古典鋼琴彈不出你微笑時的聲音
愛你才是我最重要的旅行

山腰蜿蜒的小徑餘韻不如你
琉璃瓦上的雨滴清澈不及你
你是這個世界旅行中最美的風景

(這愛情)比利時的黑巧克力餘韻不如你
葡萄莊園裡的香檳清澈不及你
古典鋼琴彈不出你微笑時的聲音
愛你才是我最重要的旅行

山腰蜿蜒的小徑餘韻不如你
琉璃瓦上的雨滴清澈不及你
你是這個世界旅行中最美的風景

2009-11-19T09:14:00.000-08:00

ohhh noo, ohh noo, ohhh
they say that hate has been sent
so let loose the talk of love
before they outlaw the kiss
baby give me one last hug

theres a dream
that i've been chasing
want so badly for it to be reality
and when you hold my hand
then i understand
that its meant to be

cuz baby when you're with me
its like an angel came by, and took me to heaven
(like you took me to heaven)
cuz when i stare in your eyes
it couldnt be better

so let the music it blast
we gon' do our dance
praise the doubters on
they dont matter at all
cuz this lifes to long
and its much to strong
so baby no for sho'
i'll never let you go

i got my favorite girl
not feelin' no pain
(no pain, no pain, no pain)
oh no, dont have a care in the world
why would i, when you are here
theres a moments i've been chasin
and i finally caught it out on this floor

baby, theres no hesitation,
no reservation by taking a chance and more
ohh noo, because

its like an angel came by, and took me to heaven
(like you took me to heaven)
cuz when i stare in your eyes
it couldnt be better
(i dont want to go, no no no)
so let the music it blast
we gon' do our dance
praise the doubters on
they dont matter at all
cuz this lifes to long
and this loves to strong
so baby no for sho'
ill never let you go

its like an angel came by, and took me to heaven
(like you took me to heaven)
cuz when i stare in your eyes
it couldnt be better
(i dont want you to go, no, no, so)

take my hand, lets just dance
watch my feet, follow me
dont be scared, girl im here
if you didnt know, this is loooovee

(so let the music it blast)
(we gon' do our dance)
(praise the doubters on)
(they dont matter at all)
(cuz this lifes to long)
(and its much to strong)
(so baby no for sho')
(i'll never let you go)

i'll never let you go, gooooo
i'll never let you go,

(oh yeah, oh yeah)

ohhhh

i'll never let you go,
ohh no, ohh noo, ohhh

i'll never let you go

Justin Bieber - Never Let You Go

LOL.

2009-11-18T03:01:00.000-08:00

Today go study at boyfriend's house. She hardly pay attention!!!!
Same goes for tgt! Only cupcake pay attention (:
Good Job Cupcake! You'll pass with flying colours!
Same goes for the rest of the two lah xD
Boyfriend,remember to read your history textbook and the notes!
Got it? If not i'll smack you upside down ~~~!
TGT! Stop sms-ing while i'm teaching! :@
Angryyyyyyyyy~!

Going to work again.
Don't feel like going. So tiring.
But gekting coming (:
So can pei me.
I wonder if i can find motivation to work ):

I need you baby,to warm up my lonely night.

2009-11-16T08:21:00.000-08:00

So i suppose i'm over-reacting? Think so.
Really,sorry. I've no rights to scold you.

2009-11-16T07:18:00.000-08:00

I'm so going to get out of ZHSS! I hate school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
;@
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;@
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;@
;@
;@
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JI DAN CHAO YA DAN!

2009-11-11T02:21:00.000-08:00

Today went working! Again.
Yesterday worked,today worked,tomorrow work and the next day,
WORK~! It's four days in a row. ):
For the sake of the money,i'll ren!

So i got into D and T and POA.
Same as Mandy,Lingen and Mel :D
But no seorin T.T
If not we can be together again...
Nevermind (:
Wish everybody will do well.
And hope Don Teo won't make any trouble for us.

Goodbye to Kaiyi,my dearest yeye.
And congrats of your promoting to express stream.
Hope you won't forget the time we used to spent together (:

3n1'10 fly as one,united as one (:

2009-11-08T00:57:00.000-08:00

It's a mistake.

Happy is no longer the word to use
Attitude came around and get me down
Thinking that things might change,
Expectations and high hopes hit me right in the face

I don't think by doing anything now will make any differences
That's why it's just something that i hates

The only thing that made us bond is gone.
No longer trust and no longer us.
I'll do anything to get it back,but i need someone to give me a push by the back and it seems no one can do that favor for me.
What else am i expected to do?

NOTHING,i suppose.

WORK WORK WORK ~

2009-11-07T23:31:00.000-08:00

Hello people. It has being a long time since i had ever posted.
Shingz~ Started to work last wednesday. Which turn out really bad you see.
Muscle ache and all that stuff. Going to work again tomorrow i suppose.
I need money to survive! D;

So anyways,anybody got any jobs to jie shao to me please? If yes,sms me. Tyvm (:
Okayzxzx. There nothing much that i want to say anymore. I'm bored.
Can someone make me laugh? ):

STONE! :D

2009-11-02T00:05:00.001-08:00

Long time no post.
I'm so bored. I'm at Berlin's house currently with my cupcake ESTHER! :D
CN and shiying having basketball now. So sleepy.
Later got to go to YCK to sign the form before i can work.
Asked the bookshop aunty if she need help.
Maybe working there too ba? (:
Hope to earn lots and lots of money~
So can buy sec 3 books and go Macau shop till i drop! :D

Talking about Macau,
We're going in budget airline. Wtf. Jetstar.
"TEN PERCENT"
LOL. Got to reach airport by 7:15pm on 2nd of Dec.
Plane 3K753.

No lugguage more than ten kg.
No room service.
No short pants.
No slippers.
No phone calls.
):

So many 'NOs"~ And so ex. Suan le.
Must earn earn earn. Got chances to earn money must tell me hor (:
And TAY SHI YING!
Go ask your mum if she need someone to help with the housework!
$50 only okay? Got discount le. ^^
Dinner included. But must provide with ingredients lah.
Anybody else also can. Hahah. Price can discuss :D

Raining soon~!
So nice (:
Can go home stone le. Hahah.
Stoning is my favorite hobby now. With elmo (:
And elmo always like to peep at me while i'm sms-ing~
Invader! But it's okay(:
Be a part of me! :D

where were you when i needed you

2009-10-24T10:29:00.000-07:00

it's not that i don't care,it's not that i'm putting on a brave side.
it's just that,what do you people want me to do? how am i suppose to react?
fuck it. i didn't wanted any of this to happen. i hope i never had entered zhss.
it just messed up my life. how irritating can that be. stop rubbing salt into my wound.
even the super glue can break down too. who's going to be there? who else can i expect to be there?! who ever noticed those changes i made,who ever bother to care about how i feel?!!
don't tell me you do,cause no one had done so! fuck off all! out of my life. one day when i die,i
swear i'll come back for you all. trying to break my friendship again and again. so what even if it's something that no one had expected? do i deserve this or what. what wrong have i done.
people just don't care. even if i cry,who will bother to spare me some tissues! close friends,best friends. my ass! stop telling me that i look as if i have lots of friends. cause it's just not what you really think it is. let me go. why bother me. i'm not the only one involved. i never thought that i was the victim. tell me if i had not done enough. tell me what else do you people expect from me.
life isn't as good as you think. a clown always smile before the rest,but who ever saw a clown cry in public. all humans have feelings. i'm not the exception. one day when i decided that i want to give up eveything,i'll do as i say. throw me into the sea and i won't struggle. cause i know,it's hopeless.

i just have to say it. cause i'm not comfortable with it.

You know what you did

2009-10-24T09:44:00.000-07:00

So it has been 10 days away from my previous post.
Many things happened.
And I'm never _ _ _ _ _ .
It's so hard to fake out a _ _ _ _ _ when actually i'm not _ _ _ _ _ _ _ deep in my heart .
Why fucking make it so _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .

Thinking that I know _ _ _ _ _ _ _ , but seriously you're so damn wrong.
You think whatever i _ _ _ _ was _ _ _ _ , oh come on.
Both are my _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ,so _ _ _ do this?
When I'm not allowed to _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ to _ _ _ _ _ _ ,
Think about how i'm going to feel.
You _ _ _ act as though i feel _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .

Wait till one day,that my limit is up,
I'll just turn and leave without even saying much.

PICNIC AT BOTANICAL GARDEN (=

2009-10-15T07:42:00.000-07:00

Today went PICNIC at BOTANICAL GARDEN :D
With Sr,Mandy,Mel and Ber <3
We went home to bathe first before meeting at TPY mrt station at 11.45am.
Went to buy buy buy buy lots of tidbits to bring there like chips(:
Took 105 all the way.
NO SEATS ):
Boo - Hoo! So it was like kind of tiring. LOL.

It was still a little wet when we reached,but it definitely didn't affect our high spirits! ^~^
Found a nice spot and ate lots of things(:
Got lots of funny stuffs and photos!
But I can't upload.
It's freaking longgggggggggggggg~
Will post again maybe the next time? Haha.
It's fun to get together with your girlfriends and have a small little picnic by the lake(:
I had lots of fun! Thanks girls! :D
Let's go again the next time! {;

The Prayers

2009-10-08T08:15:00.000-07:00

Blessed is the man that endureth temptation:
For when he is tried,he shall receive the crwon of life,which the Lord hath promised to them that love him.

Teenagers Prayer :
Please,open up my eyes,dear Lord that I might clearly see.
help me stand for what is right,bring out the best in me.
Help me,Lord,to just say no when temptation comes my way,
That I might keep my body clean.
When my teenagers years are over,
I know that I will see that life is lived it's best with you walking next to me.

Amen.

A true friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else.

2009-10-05T06:24:00.000-07:00

I'm going to Macau! :D
Ohmygod! I can't wait for it. Heheh~
Not sure when flying,but going during December.
That's for sure(:

Have being studying for the past few days. Except when I'm home.

Hahah. I just can't concentrate at home. Hahah.
There's no motivation,no help at home.
So very hard to study at home. Hahah.

SUCK.

Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.

2009-09-30T07:22:00.000-07:00

Hey people.
Lots of things happened nowadays.
Making me feeling stress and upset ):

Was studying with FL,SR,Ber,Ju and my Shiying in the library(:
Manage to complete 60 chemistry balancing questions! :D
So happy~~~ Hahah.
And Thankyou FL,for teaching me graph.
Hahaha. It helps(;
Hope I don't fail my maths. Heheh ^^

Studying till library closed {:
Then went back to class to chit chat with Natalie,Evonne,Shiying,SR and Juliana.
FUNNY XD
But nose bleed ):
Non-stop..... And cough blood :O
Hahah. Natalie and shiying ask me go see doctor..
So ma fan....

Nevermind. So went home at around six plus and reached home at about seven thirty.
Can't stop my nose bleeding...
Sickening.. I'm tired anyways.
But haven't finish studying.

By the way,
Hello Mr Low! =D
I know you always come to our blogs,
Hahah.
Just like what Seorin said,
STALKER! :DDDDD
Hahaha. Just joking. Can't be rude to teacher...

Don't know if can go to Hongkong or not..
Hopefully can(:
I want to go,
But I don't want to go
):
I'll miss you..

It's so sickening to be sick

2009-09-23T20:49:00.000-07:00

ICT! :D

Best. But having maths later...... );

Very tired.

Didn't went for recess.

Was sleeping in class.

Took my temperature,

Got slight fever.

Although not very high,

But it's still killing me )":

Hope I can stay awake during maths.

Don't want to miss out anything.

Sickening.

Gone with the wind

2009-09-21T09:07:00.000-07:00

It's my 300th post! :DD
As promised,
It's delicated to my friend(;
*you know yourself^^

Hahah.
So fast 300th post le.
To me lah. Zzz.
Hahahh.

Since 2007 I've got this blog throught Virginia's help.
Hahah.
Look back at my history,
It's kind of funny...
XDD
From the first guy I like,
The first day of Secondary school.
Hahha.
Nice(;

LOL.
Don't know what else to talk about.
To you :
Thanks for always being there for me when I need you(;
Thanks for always being the first to lend me your arm when I cry,
Thanks for always being the first to support whatever I do,
And lastly,
Thanks for always loving me despite the fact that we had many conflicts.
I appreciate you :D
Ily :3

Taste the bitter,know the sweet

2009-09-17T19:34:00.000-07:00

Posting now.
Now is digital art :D
Facebook time!

LOL.
Got to bake later during Home Econ.
Thankyou Huiming,
For lending me the baking tin and materials(;
Appreciated.

Don't know if my cake will turn out nice.
Hahahh.
Going to make a plain cake,
Then put chocolate chips inside the cake.
Let it melt.
YUMMY~
When I cut open the cake,
the chocolate will ooze out! :D
How nice is that?

Hahahh.
It's too early for me to talk about this now anyways.
Hahahh.
It's my 299 post now^^
Going to make it 300 =D

Love is born with a smile, grows with a kiss, and dies with a tear

2009-09-17T03:19:00.000-07:00

Blog.
Tomorrow is Home Econ test.
And I'm totally not ready for it.
I haven't get my ingredients yet.
How wonderful.

Wasted some time in Tpy Central and didn't study );
Sucks.
Got to study later.
Maybe maths or something.

Sometimes I really don't know what you expect from me,
And that's cause I didn't make the effort to know you more.
Sometimes I really don't know what should I do,
So you will feel better and not moan.
Sometimes I really don't know if it's a right choice for us to be friends,
Expecially when people keep thinking that we're les.
Sometimes I really don't know if you're happy with me,
Because I can hardly give you what you need.
Sometimes I really don't know how to express my feelings,
Afraid that I'll hurt you like previously.

Sometimes change is what's best,
Letting your heart break,
And learning how to cope.
You don't feel my 100% love for you...
You don't feel that I care for you...
You don't feel that I need you...
But only if you just know,
It really hurts when I really love you so much but then,
You don't even feel it :(

If you are going to apologise,
Then,
I don't want an apology.
The heart does heal and you will love like this again...
Only when you do,
You will deny you ever felt like this before.
As long as you're okay,
I will be fine.
And now,
All that I ever held dear is just a memory.

Your friend is the man that knows all about you but still likes you

2009-09-15T21:12:00.000-07:00

Hey people.

ICT now.... Sickening.

So many work to do.

Still got maths later.

Going to AMK with the MOOS and my JOOS

to eat roti prata later! :DD

Can't wait for it!

Yummy prata.

Hope we can find enough spaces! =D

The facebook say I can't pass my end of year

Sucks...

Hope it's fake.

Hahahh.

My birthday is coming! :DDDDD

Jiayou for EOY {:

It's our future that I'm talking about

2009-09-15T06:02:00.000-07:00

Hi people.
I'm tired.
Can't help it but keep falling asleep in class today.
Why do we have to study? );

End of year coming.
And I still don't have any tuition.
Sucks. Okayy,I'm nagging too much.
Lack of sleep this few days..
I'm falling sick soon D;
Backache,headache,tummy ache,muscle ache.
)=

To you :

Even if my heart should call out your name in the rain,
Even if these arms should want to embrace you again,
And even if I’m all cried out and no longer in pain...
I’ll never fall in love that way again.

I'm going to put a stop to our relationship.
But how am I suppose to do it? D;

End of year );

2009-09-13T15:45:00.000-07:00

Hi people. HAve not being posting for quite some time.
Holiday ends today D;
Going to school later....
Saddening. Why can't holiday be longer?
LOL.
Anyways,
end of year coming soon.
Grrr... Time to chiong again.
Hope I can get promoted to sec 3(;
Study A maths too.
HAHAH.
Not possible though.
);
But at least got promote can le.
Haha.
I got my hair cut too.
Hope that no one will laugh at me.
Haha.
SCHOOL TIME PEOPLE ;D/D;

Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.

2009-09-06T07:45:00.000-07:00

Hey people(;

It's another day over. Super tired~ Holidays are starting tomorrow but, HOLY JELLYFISH. I've maths ssp ); So it's like, I've to wake up kind of early tomorrow to get myself prepared for school.
Tuesday I've Chinese Oral,which I don't care. Got to report at 7.45am and that really stinks. Wednesday is another day of ssp. Maybe I'm free on Thursday or Friday when I can find some time to soak myself in the library. But most probably I'll be sleeping like a log at home. LOL.

Life is getting tougher and tougher,which eventually will leads to extra stress. Sucks. I wonder when will I finish my education and grow up. I can't wait to leave Zhonghua. I can't wait to work in the society =D But sadly,I know I have to work hard now in order to have all these to come true. Sigh...
I still have to study afterall. How sucky can that be...........

HOLY COW. I'm beats. I wonder if I can wake up on time tomorrow. I hope I can... Sucks. I think I better go to bed now. Really wore out..... I'm dying. Nights people =D

there's one thing I'll never regret,the day you become my friend

2009-09-04T01:11:00.000-07:00

Hello People,Post.
Some random quotes I saw online.

I am not blind to your love for me,
and I dare say that I love you with my whole heart,
but I'm just afraid to lose a friendship like ours.
You were there in the beginning,
and I know you'll wait in the end,
but most importantly in between you've been my best friend.

Meaningful right?
Okay. I'm so random.
Anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDY! :D
Although I can't go to your chalet,
I still hope you will enjoy your day to the fullest! ^^

Okay. Back to normal times.
One good new and One bad new.

Good news :
Holidays are here! ;DDD

Bad news :
I've to go back to school during holidays ;/

Sucks. How stupid is that.
Oral is coming.
Hope I won't do badly..
Advance paper are coming soon.
Sucks. I'm not prepared for it yet ~.~
Hope I won't do badly for it this time round.

Report books are back.
Ron Low say I improved.
But all fifty plus only.
Fine.
At least I passed.
Then Literature and History.
Yeah. I know I drop like hell.
Holy Jellyfish.
I think I'm not up for it.

Got to study hard,
It's time for me to be fast and furious now.
I need another 64% to pass my overall maths.
And that's so sucky.
If I can achieve that,
I not only pass maths.
I might even stand a chance of studying A maths.
HOLY KANGAROO.

Will try my best.
But I'm too tired and hungry to do anything.
No lunch for me );
But Thank God it's Friday :D

ICT! :D

2009-09-01T21:08:00.000-07:00

Hello people! :D

It's ICT again!(;

Just finished my work.

Hahah.

I'm using secretly~

Shhhhh....

Later no CCA! =D

Going to watch Shiying play interclass ;D

Loves~

Maths now... D;

So xian....

Hope I won't fall asleep.

HAHS (:

2009-08-31T23:48:00.000-07:00

Hey people!

I'm so bored.
Haha.
Finish E-learning.

Cutting hair next Friday.
Haha.
Can't wait to see how will I look like :D

Haha.
I guess I'm in love with Baby(;

2009-08-31T09:03:00.000-07:00

STEAMBOAT~~~

Steamboat today was really awsome! ;D
Went to bugis and ate there. HAHA.
Their Beef taste like rubber.
Yuck~
But overall,it's nice(;

HAHA.
Aces Day wasn't something fun,
And the concert is definitely time consuming....
Went back to Peichun after wards,
After having to wait for JULIE NG for an hour D;
Was TIRED!

Mrs Lee still looks the same.
Same goes for Miss Low.
But sadly,
Didn't manage to see Zheng Lao Shi,
Cause she was in Morning Session.
Shucks );
But Peichun had changed so much.

They have SOFAs in the hall,
TV beside Popular,
And Shucks,
There are TVs everywhere!
The new principal is so nice~~~

Why do I have to graduate so fast...
Sad...... D;
But who cares? ^^
I want more STEAMBOAT~

I demand YOU to eat steamboat with me the next time!
;DDDDD
I miss my Tay D;
And that's so saddening.
It sure is.
Hahs.

Thinking of you is easy - I do it every day. Missing you is the heartache, that never goes away.

2009-08-31T08:36:00.000-07:00

POST POST POST~

I've been searching for that someone,

to show me the way, to take my hand

and tell me that everything will be okay;

I've been searching for that someone,

and now I know it's true,

I've found that special someone,

I've found that someone in you.

When I miss you,

sometimes I listen to music or look at the starry sky,

not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you.

It makes me forget the distance and capture you.

Everything in life is temporary,

because everything changes.

That's why it takes great courage to love,

knowing it might end anytime

but having the faith it will last forever.

"I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay

2009-08-28T02:02:00.000-07:00

Hi peeps....

It's another moody day..........
Am at Berlin's house,
Not wanting to go home.

Had a huge fight with my Mum.
And that sucks.
Hope that I don't have to go home.

We're perfectly fine baby,
Don't let your mind go wild.
There will always be sunshine after the storm,
And there will always be love from me to you.
Don't feel sad if you're,
Cause I'll be sad too..

I must admit that I really felt sad when I saw your message,
In fact,it was heart breaking D;
It feels terrible to not being able to help you in anyways.
I feel for you,
Deep down in my heart.

I guess I'm still neglecting your feelings,
And I bet you're not feeling any better.
When I promised you something,
It's not that I didn't fulfill it...
It's just that I'm still trying to change for the better.

I'm sorry...
Really sorry D;
Lean on me,
when you're not strong,
and I'll be your friend,
I'll help you carry on,
for it won't be long,
till I'm going to need somebody to lean on.

No matter what happen,
just remember one thing,

I love you ♥

2009-08-25T20:58:00.000-07:00

Hello Hello Hello(;

I'm here to post again.

I'm so bored and lazy nowadays,wondering about my future.

Haha.

But apparently,I came up with nothing.

So there goes my day.

Slept really early last night.

Was really tired~

I'm so dead today in school...

I want to sleep....

Have to go for shooting later D;

Suck Suck Suck.

Why am I so stupid to join this sucky cca?

-.-

Failed science overall );

But passed the rest ;DDD

Hope I can pass all for end of year.

It's Teachers' Day next week.

Still pondering if I should go back to PCPS or not.

Seems like there is nothing for me to do there.

LOL. Will decide.

2009-08-23T03:19:00.000-07:00

HELLO(;

I'm bored. Monday tomorrow again. So sucky~
Going to practice dance tomorrow..
Hope that things will go on fine.
Haha.
And hope that we'll pass our audition ;D

I'm done. Don't know what to say le.
Bye.

2009-08-22T09:12:00.000-07:00

Since you went away
It's beenOne year two months
But it just don't seem like yesterday
We were, we were still together
Time has passed and things have changed so
Why do I feel this way
Cuz you're with somebody else
And I'm with somebody else but

Whenever I think about the love we had(It hurts so bad)
Whenever I think about the love we made
I said that I'd be strongGirl I really thought that I'd move on
But still I find myself asking

Do you still think of me
Like I think about you
Do you still dream of me
Cuz I can't sleep without you
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same
Your love has got me addicted

Said I don't know(When I'm with a chick and we make love I call your name)
Said I don't know(Wanna be with somebody else I push them away)
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the sameI know I gotta move on but
I'm so addicted to you(You)

It's been long enough
Don't knowWhy I'm still holding on
If I had a wish babe I would turn back the hands of time
Cuz you don't know what you've got until it's gone (until it's gone)
That's the reason why I'm writing you this song

Girl I'm slippin'And I don't know what to do
Girl I admit itI'm sick over youDamn
I realize my mistake
My pride got in the way
I shoulda begged you to stay

Do you still think of me
Like I think about you
Do you still dream of me
Cuz I can't sleep without you
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why should I feel the same
Girl your love has got me addicted (Got me addicted)

Said I don't know(When I'm with a chick and we make love I call your name)
Said I don't know(Wanna be with somebody else I push them away)
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same
I know I gotta move on but
I'm so addicted to you

It's kind of long huh? Hmm.. Yeah.. But it nice(;
Yeah.. I'm losing that feeling.
I wonder how long more can I wait for you...
We've so many things to be busy with as days come by,
And we'll soon be drowned in our work.
You'll be working on your studies while I'll be busy with mine.

I won't be able to wait for long,for I've to graduate before you do.
I won't be able to wait for long,for I don't have the energy to go on.
I won't be able to wait for long,for I might never know what's going to happen to us.

All I could think of is you,
All I could do is look at you,
All I could is miss you..

It's a wrong thing to do,and it's a pity to let it go..
But is there a better solution? D;
I bet there isn't.
I'm loving you more and more,
I'm falling deeper and deeper for you..
D;

2009-08-22T05:52:00.000-07:00

Hi(;

Went Orchard with Shiying they all.
LOL.
Wanted to watch movie together.
In the end,Siyu left first -,-
So everyone went separated ways.

Blablabla. Many things.
Came back TPY watch 'Where Got Ghost' with shiying and gekting.
Was funny. But stupid. LOL.
Kind of waste money and time.
Shucks.

Tired tired tired.
Freaking mood-less now.
Anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIYU~
;DDDDDDDDDD

You know sometimes it's hard to know what I really want from you..
I fell for you,without myself knowing.
That feeling is killing me.
I always hope that you were with me everywhere,
Always hope that I can lean on you,
Always wanting to hold your hand and things..

It's really killing me D;

2009-08-20T20:09:00.000-07:00

HIYAH(;

I'm rushing for time anyways.
Just a short one.
I'm bored.
Failed many tests D;

2009-08-16T04:23:00.000-07:00

IT'S A BRAND NEW DAY(;

NATIONAL DAY RALLY~
Quite nice(; HAHA.
Anyways,CHEMISTRY TEST tomorrow..............
DDDDDD;

Hope that I won't fail too badly.
Haha. I know I'm failing for sure.
Just hope that I don't fail too badly. HAHA.

I don't look forward to the whole of next week.
Cause it's going to be so damn packed.
CCA,Interclass,Tests and dance practice ;O
I wonder if I'll survive through the week...

I want to watch movie~
There are so many movies that I want to watch....
I want to watch UP,Where Got Ghost and Orphan.
Haha. Hurry dig out some time go watch.

Anyways,I don't want to play interclass games anymore. THE END.

Phone got problem again T.T
Tomorrow going to fix it with Gekting after test.
How tiring~~~~~~~~~~~
My phone is making my head burst.

I want eat ice cream(;
I'm random~
;D

2009-08-14T01:45:00.000-07:00

I finally finished my E-learning! ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
What a relief~ I hope that there will be no more E-learning in the future......
And here I am to post again!(=

It's such a pain. Shucks. My shoulder hurts D;

Anyways,just finished blog-hopping. Hop until very far away. Haha.
And hopped till some blogs which makes me feel like vomiting,having to see their photos.
Shouldn't say whose anyways. LOL. Facebook is so damn lag nowadays. Making me so pissed.

LOL. I'm feeling so lazy~
In fact,I'm always lazy. How nice it'll be if I can be lazy forever...
Yesterday Ron Low talked to us about choosing subjects for sec 3.
Sigh. Feel so stress upon listening to what he have to say.

We are only offered to choose POA or A Maths. LOL. D and T... Not confirm.
I wonder will I be able to make it to sec five and graduate safely.
Or will I retain like seniors in 4n1? LOL.
Maybe it's too early for me to worry about it.

Time flies,and 2009 is coming to an end soon.
How fast~
What will life be in sec three?
I hope not too stressful.... Haha.
And I hope I can study chinese with express classes. Haha.
Fat hope. LOL.

I'm hungry. Haha. I want to eat. And sleep.
Chemistry is killing me DDDDDDDDD;
It took me more than an hour to digest part of the notes for E-learning.
PART. Not all. So sucky~
I hate science(except for bio)
LOL.

It's so hard to go on without you,
And it's so hard to not love you.
勇气的未来,传说的预言.... 原来就是恋人的眼光...

2009-08-14T00:28:00.000-07:00

Okay.
E-learning. How fun~ -.-
I'm struck with geography. And I'm so tired....
Feel like sleeping... Expecially in such a weather....
Today is Lazy Day,and RANDOM DAY.
But I've no mood for it.
Wanted to go swimming,but it started to rain -,- how nice...........
Asked Kaiyi and Berlin if they want to watch movie since I'm so bored. Haha.
Not free...... Nevermind. Maybe I really should study....

Chemistry test coming. And I'm so dead D;
I'm missing you. And that was random.
Hmm..
I want go shopping.
And tomorrow going to meet gekting and esther.
Go fix gekting's phone. And I want to shop ^-^
But you're not going. So shop so much also not fun.
Next time ba. Haha. I'm dying anyways.

BACK TO E-LEARNING
DDDDDDDDDDDDDD;

2009-08-11T21:07:00.000-07:00

ICT ;D

I love ICT lessons ^^

Anyways,I miss my sisterrrr~

Hope she can hurry come back from hongkong..

Anyways,Daddy promised me something.

Kays,wonderful. I've to work hard for it.

I want it badly. At least it's better than in zhonghua.

Shucks.

I guess all I can do is stare and look.

What else can I do?

So helpless.

And I'm useless.

Shucks.

I **** you D;

I waned you baby

2009-08-10T23:04:00.000-07:00

Hello people.
EOY is charging towards everyone.
I believe everyone is equally stressed as me );
It's so sucky to have all kind of exams.
Rahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~
Feel like sleeping.
Just fall asleep and never wake up.
As good as dead.

LOL. Okay.
People,
We got to work hard :D
Jiayou and good luck for coming literature paper!
We'll all pass with flying colours

2009-08-09T04:06:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Singapore,
Happy Birthday to you~

;DDDD
Happy 44th Birthday to Singapore!(;
I love you[; May Singapore get richer and better by days and students won't have to study for so many exams anymore^-^

Haha. Anyways,I can't wait for end of year exams to hurry end.
So that we can watch movie,watch sunset,take pictures,day dream and fly kite together(;
Jiayou for coming common test 5,and I believe we all will do well ;D

Hmm. Was at hospital that day and felt so sad.
Looked outside the window and stared at the sky till it turn dark.
Sometimes I really wonder,
Am I just sensitive,or it's really like that?
Sigh.
I never get the answer I want...

I've the urge to cry );
I really do.....
新加坡多我一个不多,少我一个不少.
那我也没有必要留下来惹人厌.

The lonelyness that took over me,
The lonelyness that engulfed me.
No one will be able to get rid of that monster in my heart.
Who cares.
I don't bother anymore.
I hate school.

2009-08-07T07:51:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry,really sorry );
I know I'm in the wrong,
I swear I won't do it anymore.
It's wrong to hide,
It's wrong to let you cry for me.

Your tears torn my heart,
I'm the main blame for it..
I'll wipe the tears of your away,
Pat you on your head and give you a hug.
I don't want you to be sad.

I love you than I love anybody else,
And we're going to be fine(;
These people ain't going to mess up our life anymore ;D

你们似乎很高兴嘛..
把我玩得团团转.
你们害我活在恐惧中,
害我差一点失去我最爱的人,
害我失去我对你们原有的信任.

I don't care even if you lie to me or hurt me,
but things won't be the same when you drag her in.
If you want to joke with me,
I'll play with you.
I am incapable of everything,
except for protecting the one I love.
I'm good at games like this.
Once you start the game,
You can forget about ending it.

I'll call the shots from now onwards.
If you think it's too tough for you,
then beg me.
Maybe I can consider ending the game,
by asking you to lick my shoes clean.

THIS IS WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO GET FROM ME WHEN YOU WANT TO GO TO SUCH EXTEND IN A GAME.
Come on people,
If you think it's fun by doing this to me,
I should let you taste the real thing.
SON OF A BITCH.
P.S,
That makes you my DOG.
"Go Doggie! Fetch The Newspaper!"

2009-08-06T09:09:00.000-07:00

我不知底我到底是发生了什么事,
也不知道我现在在做什么,想什么...
我很乱,老是排回在边缘.
原本拥有的,被人枪走的,
一切属于我的,
现在都没有了...

我想要的,想得到却得不到的.
为什么? ):
因为失去过,所以会害怕放手.
因为没有过,所以更想拥有.

我听见你向我招手,
所以决定走向你.
可是,我却找不到你...
那种彷徨无从解释.
你对我多重要,只有我自己知道.

为什么大家一直要骗我?
为什么大家要一直伤害我?
为什么大家玩弄我后,
连一声对不起都没有?

对我温柔一点行不行?
对我客气一点行不行?
爱我,
行不行?

欺欺惨惨欺欺..

Hengyin pathetic Hengyin

2009-08-04T07:08:00.000-07:00

I randomly feel like doing this again. Like what I used to do last year,beginning of the year for our classmates(:

ChanWeiWei - XiaoJingLing {:
Mandy Goh - Sister(:
HanWen - Erm..
HsiaoWanJung - XiaoTian ;D
HuLingEn - Mr Hu ;P
KimSeorin - Sister(;
LimWeiQi - Best Maths SSP Partner! ;@
BerlinNgYunLing - Come on~ XIANG TONG[;
SimHengYin - ASSHOLE
MelanieStewart - Sister(;
JulianaTan - Best Skip Class Partner! ;S
TanYongJing - Miss Peter Pan/Cartoon{=
TeoJiaEn - Shooting Pal ;#
YeoSzePing - Four year Friend!! =D

I know I'm random. And I'm stupid. And Bo Liao. And bad. And I'm an asshole.
I'm going to leave anyways. Shucks. Who cares.
Mr Lee,we all misses you... Come back if you can.. Please..
Tears can't stop flowing,heart can't stop aching.

2009-08-04T02:16:00.000-07:00

Post.

Emotional breakdown.
It was embarrassing. And saddening.
But we're still going to be friends(;
It's another costly lesson learned.

Thirteen years ago,we were just two different bodies,different souls. Thirteen years later,fate brought us together and made us friends(; Despite that,IF similar thing happen to us,always remember to stay strong. You had survived over a decade without me,and I believe IF something happen,you can go on bravely(;

It's just an 'IF' anyways. Nothing is wrong in between us(= Haha. Perfectly fine now,and so will our future^-^ I've lost you not only once,and I'm holding on now(;
And,
Thankyou for your company just now(; I should have hugged you. LOL.
And my dearest Xiangtong,XiaoTong and Xiaojingling ;D I ain't going to crying anymore(=
Hmm.. Life is boring without friends. Go to school tomorrow and tell your friends that you appreciate them. Maybe it'll strengthen your friendship =D
By the way people,I'm perfectly fine. Don't worry if you are. I'm not that weak.

2009-08-01T07:20:00.001-07:00

Hopelessly bound
unfettered
by the chains of love's grip
- greatest gift,
fate's cruelest curse.

Wherefore do I weep
at knowing the joy,
the warmth,
at feeling the peace,
the fire.

Wherefore do I weep
unable to complete ,
to be,
unknown the kiss,
the flames.

Wherefore do I weep
at loving not living
seeing not touching
breathing not sharing
holding not loving?

All,
because I, The Fool,
am no more?

2009-08-01T06:43:00.000-07:00

So you people all thinks that I'm in the wrong to fight for myself? Bumbums did talk. So what do you expect me to do? Stand at their side and deny it or am I suppose to tell Mr Chong personally that Bums talked? Tommy,you said that I'm being mean to Bums by only fighting for myself. Sure I'm. Cause I didn't talk loudly in class. They did. So if I side them,you'll be unhappy. I fight for myself,you're unhappy too. You thinks that you are tired for being in such a hard position,then think for me. I've being working for our class since last year. Am I suppose to take it silently again and again? It has being a year. It's not that I don't want to be nice friends or whatever,but it's just that I want to fight for myself. Just for once,I want to do something right for myself. It's not that Bums are wrong all the time,too. If you think that by not siding them is a kind of disloyalty,then I should tell you that if I admit something that I didn't do,it's stupid. Just take what happened last year as an example. Ling En and I didn't cheat in the exams,but Lingen admitted it just because she don't want the teacher to continue disturbing her. I didn't say anything,because I think that a clique should stay with each other no matter what. Only when I knew that I'll get two zeros for my science and history paper,I realized that only fools will admit for something they didn't do.

Bums,if you think I'm being disloyal,I'm sorry.

2009-07-31T00:35:00.000-07:00

POST.

I'm at Berlin's house. Again. Haha. Anyways,changed phone. But phone keep auto-shut down ); Maybe never charge properly.. Xian.. And only can message on next tuesday onwards D; can't wait for it to come. So that I can talk to you again(;

Hope that my phone will be okay. Interclass next week anyways. It should be fun? Haha.

Anyways,
TOMMY TAN.
I know you thinks that once BUMBUMS are talking means I'm talking too just because I'm in the clique. Oh please. You think it's a very smart thinking? Come on. A clique doesn't mean that they do all the bad or good things together. You only look at things on one side. You never bother to look at the other side. Ever since last year it was like that. How do you expect me to take it ever again? I'm your classmate too. And we are still going to be friends for another three years. Please be more fair to me. A CLIQUE DON'T DO ALL BAD THINGS TOGETHER.
No offence bums. But I really want to clarify for myself. I don't care even if I get a hundred detentions,as long as I'm proved innocent. If everyone thinks that a clique do everything together,I rather I transfer school. People,please. Treat me in a more fair way. Think about what I had done for the class. I bet tommy can never understand. Cause he never bother to look at what I have done.
I'll transfer,if that's what he is trying to do it to me. I'm a human being. I've feelings too. When you all drive me into a dead corner,I won't know what I'll do to you all. Try testing my limits. It's more than what you can imagine.

2009-07-28T23:49:00.000-07:00

POST.

I want to go to the match! No one wants to go with me,but I wanted to go alone.
Then I think again. I'm so extra if I go alone. LOL. So gave up the thought );
LOL. I deserve it. LOL. I'm hungry~ Let's go watch the sunset and take pictures(;
I would definitely put as my wallpaper ;D

LOL. Anyways,this Sunday maybe going to study? LOL. Beats me. Depends on Berlin. LOL.
Suppose to go change phone today,but got some family thingy ); I'm scared..
Hope that everything will be fine...

I feel so tired today D;
I miss out on so many things today,shucks so much.
Why regret only when you didn't grab the chance?
I'm such a bitch.

2009-07-27T07:55:00.000-07:00

Posting~

Nothing much happened today.
RAIN RAIN RAIN.
How Windy~
How cold...

I like the cold wind(; Blow away all my troubles and tiredness for the time being. LOL.
Came across this quote,

" Friends are like walls and they allows you to lean on them,
and sometimes it's just enough to know that they're there for you(; "

How true(; Friends can be there for you when you need them. They acts like your shelter where you can hide under them while they will block out all the stormy nights for you and shower love and care on you at the same time ;D I have decided! From tomorrow onwards,I'll tell all my friends I love them^^ Expecially the one I love the most(;

Always know that I'll be there for you no matter you're happy or sad,angry or calm. Cause I'm your friend,the one that will always lend a helping hand and a shoulder for you to cry on(; Because we're friends,that's why I love you ;D We're friends that no one can ever break us up ;D So,stay with me. Friends^^

2009-07-25T09:14:00.000-07:00

Took pictures from Wanjung during ICT. LOL. And I made a mess during home econ..
How nice if I can go watch the sunset...
-The End-

2009-07-24T21:43:00.002-07:00

POST~

Hello(; yesterday's dinner was.. a little.. fatty. Haha. Junks. What a dinner! Haha. Anyways,I don't know when I'm going to change phone >( it's making me crazy!!! Hope that my mum can hurry get it done. Before I really go crazy.

LOL. Suddenly miss you alot. So random. Blablabla. I woke up in the morning at around six plus and thought that I was late for school(when today is weekend)! I hurry woke up and started to get change when I realized that it was a Saturday ); So damn blur~ LOL. So damn tired and when back to sleep. I'm so stressed about school till I even woke up so early on a weekend thnking that it's a school day -.- I guess I really need a break. LOL. I want to watch Harry Potter! ); And Obessed. But can't dig out any time to go watch. Hate it so damn much. Literature test coming up,following by Science Chemistry and Chinese. How good is that? LOL. Literature is still okay.. Still studying in process. Chemistry.. Don't really understand. Help needed! Chinese.... Need more practice. Emm. Then I still have to go for shooting on Tuesday and Thursday. Interclass coming too. Blablabla. Common Test Five coming too. Geograpy is rather hard too -.- Oh god. I really need some extra time. I NEED EXTRA TIME~ Can someone spare me some time? Rahh~

I hope that I was Wonderwoman. So that I can stay strong and brave. I've no courage);
我很爱你,可是我没有勇气在爱你...
我想要和你在一起,可是我没有勇气...

请原谅我原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口　好让你离开我
请原谅我　好想自私将你占有
你的寂寞就给原谅我承受换你过更好的生活...
I love you,but I'm giving up.
D;
good-bye...

2009-07-23T04:09:00.000-07:00

POST.

Tomorrow going Mrs Chew's house for dinner(: can't wait. HAHA.

Anyways,lessons were really nice today. Cause ten people have being quarantined. Haha. LOL.

I'm tired. As usual. I'm dying. Why nobody seem to noticed my efforts made in my studies? I'm dying. SHUCKS. All I want was care and a person to love me. Is it really hard? );

Beats me. SHUCKS SO MUCH.

2009-07-22T02:19:00.000-07:00

POST POST POST.

LOL. I'm home(; but tired. LOL. Rachel,zhining and Evonne are are with me. LOL. I get so tired in the days nowadays but yet I can't fall asleep at night. LOL. And I'm always feeling so cold~ Hope I'm not sick and I don't want to get sick either ); Anyways,I fell in love with Friends For Sale on Facebook now! (; cause I can keep buying people and give them weird name ;D But I don't want people to buy me. I only want to be yours(; HAHA. LOL. Today got Maths and Physics test. And I think I'm going to pass!(; Ahaha~ For the first time I've so much confidant in myself for this two subject. Cause I suck in them. LOL. Hope I won't fail ^^ Interclass coming. Can't wait for it(; I didn't put in any effort last year during interclass,so I'm going to play my best this year(; And to those people that thinks that I can't play well in badminton,you'll be proved wrong. SO SO wrong ;D I'm playing for myself,and definitely,my class(; So it will be extra hardwork and extra effort. YAY~ haha.. Damn high. LOL. HAHA. I can't wait for OUR RANDOM DAY to come(; so that I can be RANDOM with you ;D Life will be great if we don't have to study,aren't we? LOL. Anyways,went councilling with Mandy today. Many flashback came into my mind when I stepped into that room again.. That room which made ma sad,made me cry,made me angry,made me happy,made me confused and of course,insecured. I miss Miss Tan and Miss Melinda. Hope that they can be back.. Not all teachers can gain my trust you know. Only them. LOL. Okay. That's all for today. I love you ;D And I look forward to our very first RANDOM DAY(;

2009-07-21T07:26:00.000-07:00

POSTPOSTPOST.

Hello people. Today Berlin and Juliana went home before recess. Fever ); my xiang tong! Hurry get well! Don't leave Xinling okay. We're suppose to be together~ But seriously I never see Berlin see before.. So it's quite a fresh thing to me. LOL. I'm so damn freaking mean. Okay.. Nowadays getting more and more random despite it's not my RANDOM DAY. And it's hard to control my emotions. LOL. Awhile hyper awhile sad or tired. I think I need to go to the doctor sooner or later. LOL. Hope that I'm fine. Not mentally crazy or something. Okay. Anyways,tomorrow early dismissal(; But got physic and maths test )))); physics suck. And I don't want to see Mr Choo. Fuck. I'm so going to hate school tomorrow. Freaking embarrassing. Tomorrow I wear mask go school. HAHA. Hide my face from everyone. Can't wait for school to end tomorrow. Cause I know it's going to suck. I still haven't finish my literature homework. And english essay. And physics. And chemistry. LOL. I am counting down to the days when I'm going to drop dead. One day... Two day... Three day... LOL. Tomorrow got O level. Good Luck to the senior(; Soon I'll have my turn. I better study hard before I fail everything. I want to get out of Zhonghua as soon as possible. LOL. Get out before Sec 5. BEST ;D provided that I can do it lah. LOL. Hope I can. Hope that the whole of 2n1'09 can do it. Anyways,now our class got alot people fever. So hope that everyone can take good care of themselves and don't get sick. So no need skip class,can study hard. Okay. By the way,today Jinguan was funny. LOL. Shouldn't say much. Haha. Later he buay song with me and want to fight me too ;p I don't want to get disfigured by him. HAHA. Feel like swimming now. Okay. Tha's all for today though. I'm kind of beat. And I hope I can sleep for life. I want go CANADA asshole.

2009-07-20T03:14:00.000-07:00

Post Post.

Okay. So,regarding what happened in school today. I'm the only one that will know and no one else is going to know. I need some rest. I need a shoulder to rest on. Shucks. Life is going to be so damn embarrassing from now onwards ); I'm not happy,and I'm sad. More test coming up. Need to really really study hard. Have to score well this time. Not going to allow anymore underlines. Before I'll kill myself. LOL. Okay. Just now when Miss yeo was talking to me,I hope that there were two person there for me. One of them is you,and the other one was Miss Melinda. Maybe she is the only teacher that I can really trust and tell her how I really feel? I hope she can come back.. And I hope you were there with me ); Okay. I'm fine now anyways. After talking to Mandy ad Seorin(; Thanks Bums^^ That's all for today. I'm beat.

2009-07-19T07:28:00.000-07:00

Hello(; Posting now.

LOL. Okay. My phone bill came last friday and it was around two hundred plus plus. LOL. That sucks. So my mum wanted to cancel my line since my contract is over ); meaning I can't talk to her anymore. But I'm going to change phone next week ;D meaning I can talk to her again(;

HAHA. Canceling my line wasn't the worst thing. Cause there are more to come. My mum thought that I WAS A LESBIAN -.- how can that be? Thanks to my little brother,going around my mum telling her how many hours I spent on talking with shiying. That suck kay. He even took my phone and read my messages. How rude. Apparently my mum believed that I wasn't a lesbian in the end ;D

Why can't people stop looking things in such a negative way? Having a friend like shiying means lesbian? Oh god. The world is turning anti-clockwise around it's own axis. It would be nice if only people can be more naive some times. The world will be a better place for everyone.

Anyways,Thankyou Berlin(; My best XIANG TONG for helping me in changing of blogskin. It's nice ;D I love it~ All the credit should go to you. HAHA. Okay. There is a geography test tomorrow and I totally forgot about it. But who cares? It's geography. HAHA. Hope that our class can do well in our comng interclass competition and get entitle as the Champion again^^ I love 2n1'09(:

P.S,
Reminder for myself,buy Jinghui Lozenges tomorrow in Seven-Eleven{:

2009-07-17T09:06:00.000-07:00

当你选择了云的距离
就让我自私做的决定
冲破天际飞去
排山倒海崩塌的回忆
也许我可以袭击我的心
痛得不能自己
或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以纠结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来
我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎成一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)
你将那些谎言把爱给活埋
我会等待

I stand up high plunge in this splendid city tonight
There's no one but me with gravity I can measure life
I try to hide from your love and pride
So many times I found myself lose in this wonderland and cry
How can I define all these blue doors ahead
Tell me secrets and then make me wild isn't the true love inside
I rise and compare my hand with this city tonight
There's no one but me and silently I get down and smile

I try to hide from your love and pride
So many times I found myself lose in this wonderland and cry
How can I define all these blue doors ahead
Tell me secrets and then make me wild isn't the true love inside
I rise and compare my hand with this city tonight
There's no one but me and silently, I get down and smile
I get down and smile I get down and smile .

You can rely on me(; you definitely can ;D cause I love you(; Goodnight.

It's you whom I trust. 12.16pm.

2009-07-17T00:05:00.000-07:00

HELLO(; POST.

I'm currently at Berlin's house now with seorin and they are playing WII very crazily. LOL. I'm bored from reading magazines so I decided that I should post. Kays(; LEEMINHO is so handsome. And that's kind of random. Orh yah. I've made and important decision. I've decided that every friday should be my RANDOM DAY ;D I'll do my random things and talk randomly on every FRIDAY(; I'm so going to love FRIDAY. HAHA. Anyways,Zhonghua basketball girls are having competition today later at 4pm. Hope that they can win(; GOODLUCK GIRLS~ haha. Want to watch HARRY POTTER ;DDD but I wonder when will I be free. Hope that I can hurry dig out some time from my busy week. Secondary two is such a busy year. I hope I can go back to sec one life ); it's more enjoyble and it's more fun^^ unlike now. Although 2n1 had grown so much and it's really nice to have lessons with them {; I'm loving it(;

And I'm so happy(; It has been a week since we had patch(; And apparently the past week was a happy and enjoyable one. I'm looking forward to more interesting days with you and I know I'm going to enjoyit(; Hope you'll stay happy too no matter now or the future. Iloveyou(;

It's RANDOM DAY!(; 3.21pm.

2009-07-15T03:47:00.000-07:00

POST. NOT FOR HER.

Cause I love you,love you lots,that's why I can't do it. Cause I love you,that's why I can't hurt you. Cause I love you,that's why I'm acting as though things are fine. Cause you mean alot to me,that's why I'm taking it seriously. But I guess I'm going to let it go.

2.37pm.

2009-07-14T20:24:00.000-07:00

HEllO(; POST.

I'm having ICT lesson now. Lingen and Melanie had just left the class for their match(; Jiayou(; All The Best~ Anyways,common testes are coming. Got to study hard. Expecially for geography. LOL. Yahh. Badminton interclass coming soon. Hope that 2n1 can be like last year and get CHAMPION again(; I love 2n1'09 ;D It's definitely my best class ever. LOL. By the way,going to order pizza on this friday. I wonder what kind of pizza are we getting. And we are getting 12 boxes. HAHA. Hope that it's enough. LOL. There is something that I don't know if I should say. It's kind of tiring to go on like this. I don't really want to go on like this. It'll hurt you. LOL.

I know the truth hurts. 12.04pm.

2009-07-13T01:47:00.000-07:00

POST AGAIN. 4th day.

Hello people. I'm here to talk again. Okay. I'm going to talk about my geography class now. I'm so damn pissed~ ;O I changed place with Benjamin during geography class. And that 'cher(shouldn't say who) complain complain. KP so damn much over such a little thing. LOL. What's wrong with her? LOL. Then I wrote on a piece of paper stating,"This teacher sucks" and I wanted to hand it to Berlin. Who knows where the teacher pop out from and took away the paper. HAHA~ I think it's funny. LOL. Cause she look so guilty. LOL. Anyway,maybe tomorrow get suspension from Mdm Lau. Cause of my hair. LOL. That's so unfair. I don't even have fringe covering half of my face or what. Those hair just can't be tied up. And I don't clip my hair since I was born. LOL. Go ahead and do anything to me. I bet she won't even remember it. WTF. Anyways,I'm so going to watch Harry Potter. LOL. Next week ba. By the way,goodluck to zhonghua basketball girls in their match this wednesday(; Expecially her ;D ORH YAH(; HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FAUSTINE[: Enjoy your brithday(; May you get many many presents! ;DD

May Lucky Lady be with you(; Ilyvvm(; 5.21pm.

2009-07-10T01:09:00.000-07:00

POST POST POST.

I was kind of hyper today in school. Can't help it but keep smiling(; It's good to be happy again. It's good to have you back again ;D That's for sure. Thankyou for your trust,thankyou for not giving up hope on me. Thankyou for everything you had done. I ain't sure if I really can do it,but no harm trying again right? Expecially trying it for you. Hmm. Seriously I wonder how long will it takes for us to be like last time. Maybe one year or two year? LOL. God knows. Can I be selfish and ask you to wait for me? LOL. But I don't have the rights anyways. Nevermind. As long as I know that I love you,and it's even more than before. That should be enough for me. YEAH. I ain't anyone to ask for more. Anyways,take care. Stop getting injured. LOL. Be careful while training or with whatever sports you are doing. LOL. I'm talking like a mother.

You mean everything to me. And I'm trying to get back everything of mine. 5.13pm.

2009-07-09T02:18:00.000-07:00

Posting again.

Hmm. Last night was a horrible and torturing one. Despite it wasn't what I wanted,but it seems to be the only way out. LOL. Cried non-stop. So was kind of sleepy this morning. LOL. BLABLABLA. Nevermind if you don't get what I mean. Cause it's not important. I don't know how you feel after that message,but I'm definitely not feeling any better. That's life isn't it? Hmm. Walk everywhere in school and I see flashbacks of us. Talking,playing etc. It's wonderful(; Thanks for the memories. I really appreciate them. And I'm burying those memories and the love from you somewhere deep in my heart where no one can snatch it away from me. It belongs to the both of us,those times,only us. Happy ending. Indeed. End of happiness,start of hell. It's regrettable not being able to watch the night with you,not being able to go for anymore movies together,not being able to find someone to lean on when I'm tired. It's painful to let go,apparently. Looking back,I don't regret loving you. I never had. Trust me. It's a part of my life that I won't never want to miss,despite of the ending which wasn't the right way. Even if I'm given a chance to restart my life,I'll never want to miss the stage when we were friends. It's the best part of my life. It sure is. Hope that life will be better for you. Go on with your future,find some friends that's much better. It seems to be fated for me to lose close friends during schooling time. Hmm. Is this like a prank of my life or what? I wonder how many times must I get hurt and takes a longggg time to get over it every single time. It's hard to do it,especially when I'm alone. Those tears that can't be control,those emotions that are going wild. I wonder how long more can I withstand them? I have to admit,although it's not the first time I'm facing such problems,but this time is definitely the most heart-aching one. Cause it wasn't meant to end it this way. Today feel like crying so much in chinese class after listening to what teacher had said. "Appreciate those you love,grab them and never let go. Never regret only after you lost the important ones." It reflects so well on me that I can't help it but feel sad and remorseful. You appeared in my mind. Everyday in school,the more I avoid you,the more I'll see you. It's something good,but it's not very nice as well. It's kind of,crush feelings. I can't help it but only cry while posting,because it hurts. Very much. Yes I do need you. And I need you badly. But what goes around must come down. Nevermind about me,nevermind about the past. May the nice smile of yours never fade,as well as the love from me to you. I love you. I miss you.

It's the end,and I'm not feeling okay. 5.47pm.

2009-07-08T01:43:00.000-07:00

Life in school nowadays are extremely tiring for me. I'm always in a sleepy mode and I seem like I'm going to die at any moment during the lesson. LOL. Just totally have no energy to concentrate. I'm really getting sick of school's food. LOL. I'm kind of picky huh? LOL. Hmm. The feeling just ain't right. I finally know how it feels to lose the pillar of your life. It's torturing to have no one supporting you,listening to you. LOL. I'm worn out. Really am. Look into my eyes please. 没有你我丧失信心垂直掉下去. You're important. Really are. 我还能撑多久?);

I ignored you and looked away. But I knew it wasn't suppose to end it this way. I'm sorry. 5.20pm

2009-07-07T01:37:00.000-07:00

Okay. I'm here to post. Tomorrow is shiying's birthday. So I would like to wish her a very happy birthday(;
Although I can't celebrate your birthday,and it's kind of regrettable,I still hope that you can enjoy your birthday. The present that I bought for you isn't really very good. So I hope that you won't mind. LOL. Anyway,today is KimBum's birthday!(; And I love him. (but not as much as I love leeminjung ;p ) My present for kimbum will be Pumpkin porridge! ;D haha.
Okay.
The end.

HappyBirthday ;D 4.55pm.

2009-07-06T04:16:00.000-07:00

BERLIN. SEE! My Leeminjung is so wei da. If she never give up leeminho then he and jandi cannot be together de leh. Haha. You better don't roll your eyes at me anymore. LOL. Okay. School starts tomorrow. I haven't do homework. Stupid. SHIT. SSP tomorrow. Xian. And I got food poisoning. Causing me to not being able to join bums for night safari last night. So I left seorin when they left for chompchomp. On my way to bus stop I started to vomit at the drain. There was one fucking uncle that walked past me stared at me and give me that 'eeyer' face instead of offering help. Asshole. Better don't let me see him again before I vomit on him. LOL. Okay. That's all. Bye.

*Vomit in process* 7.27pm.

2009-06-30T20:37:00.000-07:00

Hello people. Currently having ICT in IMac lab. LOL. Kind of bored. It's good to have lessons again(; and I'm glad that I can play with friends again. Expecially Berlin and Weiwei. Haha. And I love my wanjung. Hahs. Kind of random huh? LOL. She is my xiao tian(; haha. Jiaen is my xiao tong.Weiwei is my xiao jing ling. Fell in love with giving people nicknames. Haha. Hmm. In school.. Quite fun. But I truly hate geography. Fucking feel like sleeping so damn much. English cher is kind of nice. Just that she treats us like primary school kids. LOL. MAths is still okay. Kind of confused for chemistry. Expecially the table. LOL.

HELLO I'm WJ. I LOVE HY!:D byeee.

Hahs. That's wanjung. LOL. Ain't she cute?(; Loves. Anyways,hardly see juniors now. Kind of bored. Yahh. LOL. Going to watch slumdog millionaire somedays. With friends. School life is fun. (leave studying out) yah. LOL. That's all. I don't know what to post about anymore. And when I say I need you,I really mean it.

Holding back tears are tiring. 11.51am.

2009-06-28T02:11:00.000-07:00

Hi people! LOL. Tomorrow school reopen ); oh no. *sobs* Haven't do chinese essay!;O and english Swine Flu thing! Orh orh orh! And english book reviews......... Haix. Since english teacher is a new teacher.... heheheh. Don't plan to do!;D Anyways,cut-ted hair. Although not much difference. Hahs. October holidays will cut short hair!(; And I'm not going to go out. Haha. Just in case my hair turn out very horribly ;P Look forward to tomorrow many many. Cause can take back phone le!;DDD I miss my music so damn much. Hahs. LOL. Very randomly I would like to say that the sunset we saw that day during our class gathering was very very beautiful. It's miserably beautiful.. The one that was suppose to be there is no longer there. Okay. See you all tomorrow. And,take care(; yes. Expecially you. TAKE CARE[;

I'm in love with LEEMINJUNG;DDDD 5.30pm.

2009-06-22T08:17:00.000-07:00

Orh stupid. Nothing happened in the holiday. Sucks. I hate holidays. Went out with Julie they all last week. Took some neo prints. Went her house. Crap all the way. Not very happy with life nowadays. And always can't sleep. Causing me to be very blur in the morning when I go to school for shooting. And there was one fucking car that nearly banged into me. The driver horn me. WTF. Pointed middle finger. PISSED~ Shooting is still as boring as ever. Not going to go for them anymore in this week. I haven't done any of my work. Seriously not in the mood to do. SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD. Yah. Can't take it any longer. I ignored it and looked away. But I knew it wasn't suppose to end this way. I know I'll regret it sooner or later. DUMB DUMB DUMB. I hope that secondary school life can hurry pass so I can go study overseas.

Get me out of this hell please. 11.54pm.